There is pain. and, there is agony. They are not the same. Pain can be managed, tolerated, and tempered. Pain is a scratch, a twinge, or a sting. Pain is a soreness, an ache, an annoyance. Agony is consuming, catastrophic, and destructive. Agony is crushing, burning, and crippling. They are not the same. Take care […]
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Steep
The ceramic cup sits directly on the coffee table. The hot moisture seeping from the base sure to leave a circle shaped reminder upon the wood. I don’t care. Steam shoots from the clear liquid within the cup, one form transforming to another, ghosting its former state, adding particles to and changing the air it […]
Timeless mind
Once upon a time, the world was mine. And in my mind I could slow down time. But in the spaces between that slowed down time, time decided to ignore my mind. And now faced with that mindless time, I succumb to to the fact that my mind was blind humble yours j
Reality Check
We are all going to die one day, and, for the majority of us, nothing that we do in our lives will matter. j
Modern laziness
There is an Aldi five minutes from my house. But, I’m a sucker for a deal. When I see a 30% off $60 deal on grocery delivery, I take a quick inventory, and decide I do in fact need to spend a little money. After putting together a pretty healthy list, (ground turkey, grapes, berries, […]
Temper tantrum
Turning back a clock is easy, turning back time is impossible. Setting an intention is easy, sticking with it though….. Seeing another’s point of view is easy, understanding it isn’t. Identifying a good person is easy, being one is difficult. Longing to sleep well is easy, doing so is a challenge. The idea of love […]
Screen test
I think that I finally understand why I enjoy cooking shows. In a strange correlation, I also think I get why people like shows about true crime or serial killers. For me, shows about cooking expose the polar extreme perspective of food from mine. In general, aside from treating to some thing a little more […]
Reversal
We realize way too late in life, that everyone has fucked up so many times along the way, and that we should have applied way more grace, and far less judgment.
Circumnavigation
I remember being frustrated, many years ago. The conversations I had with my father seemed to repeat themselves. We would take drives, and end up discussing the same topics. For some reason, at a point, I decided to voice my thoughts about our discussions, and angrily asked, “why do we only talk about the same […]
Meteor
Why do I try to fit my world into your world? As if they were puzzle pieces, whose connection would form a perfect picture? As if they were compliments destined to enhance and support each other. Why would I believe that two souls would intertwine? As if we were two threads who were spun in […]