I darken my eyes,
Later I will turn them red.
I carefully clip my nails,
Knowing they will be claws.
I furl my brow,
where horns will appear.
I stretch my toes,
and imagine the future talons.
I exhale smoke,
which will be fire.
I touch my flaky skin,
seeing eventual scales.
I emit a yelp,
soon to be a growl.
I recognize annoyance,
and prep for the rage.
I offer white lies,
Knowing deception will come.
I floss my teeth,
fangs will arrive.
I slowly break down,
that which I will violently tear apart.
I can hold off only for so long.
I know it’s coming.
I know it’s in me.
I am the beast.
J